Give me Pain

In a weak state,
My mind is trying to rebound.
I only want to be loved,
But not really.
I want to be free from commitment,
Only commit to your hips.
I only want pain,
But not of the soul.
I want the kind of love
That makes me sick
Only in the best way.
Not the way he does,
But the way you do.
The dark inside feeds
On the dark in your heart
That I don't even know.